It's Neuropathy

Neuropathy is not a word I want to include in my vocabulary, especially since it's usually associated with diseases like diabetes. When I was a child, my family visited a family where some of the older members had diabetes that was not well-controlled. Eventually there was gangrene and amputations of toes, feet, legs... And where there is decay, there is a smell, an awful smell. 

I have chronic sciatica and there is varying degrees of tingling, numbness, burning pain, throbbing pain, aching pain. It's all incredibly distracting. The only good thing is that it hasn't caused any loss of strength although it is impinging on my ability to be active, because no one wants to do things that make your body hurt worse. 

There's not even the promise of "Well, it'll be unpleasant now but it'll be so much better afterward." No, there's not even that. Instead, there's well maybe I'll feel better. Or maybe I'll feel worse. There's no way to know. Which kinda sucks and detracts from any sort of incentive to exercise. Of course sitting around isn't a panacea either. 

School has started and I got to the gym later than I expect. The parking lot was mostly empty and so was the gym. I haven't pedaled the elliptical in over a week so this started off slow and painful. My skin gets dry and itchy before I sweat, and all I do for nearly 30 minutes is fantasize about pouring my water bottle over my head and down my back to quell the urge to scratch. I have a delayed heat response and minutes after I've stopped exerting myself, the sweat runs down my face and off my nose. 

My leg doesn't hurt too much until I get to the Stretch Cage. Everything I do there aggravates it, from heel dips to calf raises and mild lunges. The pull-ups really suck today and I barely get a dozen. That is absolutely the worst I've done in years, probably since the pandemic when I was improvising in my garage. (I do have a pull-up bar in there but I need to stand on a bench to reach it.) Today, I'm motivated to work on arm strength since I don't think that will cause too much pain.  

The free weight area is relatively empty which is an invitation to push some DBs. I modified the routine once again and trade Reverse Lateral Raises for Alternating Seated DB Curls. My right shoulder has been cranky and at some point I'll have to have it looked at but I'm a "one problem at a time" person, so that's taking a back seat. (I am worried about snow shoveling this winter and am already looking at buying a cordless electric snow thrower. Except they're mostly out of stock these days....)

Once again, the movement that causes me the most discomfort is Standing Lateral DB Raises, and only because I'm planted with my feet shoulder-width apart. I honestly have no idea why that position is so aggravating. In the Aerobics Room, only nerve flossing brings relief. I've studiously avoided all the movements that makes the sciatica worse, and that cuts out a lot. I haven't done push-ups in weeks and I'm worried I'll lose even more strength the longer this hiatus lasts. Good grief, I remember doing push-ups in my college dorm room, starting with a set of 25, then a set of 20, 15, 10, 5... And damn it, I want to be able to do that again. I did it in my 50s. I've gotten up to 100 reps more than once. It's not a lot to ask, is it? 

Air Squats are uncomfortable but not the worst it's been. They didn't used to hurt at all. I still have a whole month before the consult with a pain management doc. I suppose I could just eat a lot more NSAIDs, but I'm pretty sure that's not good for my liver or kidneys or stomach lining. Even standing in the shower is unpleasant as my foot goes numb. 

My friend gave me some hair barrettes she can't use because they're the wrong color. Turns out I can't use them either, even though they claim to be grippy and good for fine hair. Liars. The manufacturer got cheap and put grippy material on the under bar but not the rest of the barrette, so they constantly slid down my baby fine, super straight hair. Almost as annoying as not having barrettes at all to keep all the stray "cat hair" strands out of my eyes, nose and mouth. 

I do have more Venus flytraps since the local grocery store has inexplicably decided to stock them, I guess as a back-to-school item for kids. They are packaged that way, but honestly, these plants are pretty specific in their need for bright direct light, distilled or rain water, nutrient-free soil and a moist environment but not without airflow. The only plants pickier than that are the pitcher plants. Those require high humidity, indirect light, and are horribly sensitive to a missed watering. Unforgivingly sensitive.  

Plants too big for their pots

9 September 2026 1:19-3:16

Sciatica Wednesday

Cloudy Cooler SCIATICA

Precor elliptical #1 (1:56)

Program #3

Time: 30 + 5 (5150)

Distance: 2.71

Cal: 293

Precor HR: 141, 176-102

Google Health: 45-134

(Foot numb / calf clenched )

HGPU 13.5 very ugly

Losing finger & arm strength!

Incl DB Press s/s Lateral Raises s/s Alt Seated DB Curls

10 lbs x 25/15/25 (2:16)

15 lbs x 25/15/25 (2:23)

20/15/20 lbs x 20/15/8-12 reps

Set 1 (2:35); Set 2 (2:44)

Balmy Aerobics Room

20 Piriformis/Hip flex (2:48-3:16)

20 Hamstring / 20 nerve flossing

50 crunches x 2 (knees to chest)

12 Piriformis stretches / 15 nerve flossing

Child’s Pose

Cat/Cow stretch 12

Child’s Pose

Fire Hydrants 30 x 2

Arm rotations 20

Air Squats 25 (mild discomfort)

Skip Neck Stretch / eye yoga

It's Complicated

Xrays (left) and MRI scan (right)

It's complicated has become a meme for how convoluted something we thought would be simple has evolved into a tangle akin to a bag of yarn attacked by feral kittens. I had an appointment yesterday with a well-regarded neurosurgeon and I brought my X-rays and MRI images. The doc was noticeably older than his profile pic but he was amiable and more importantly, he patiently explained what he saw as the issue and the solution. I'm not sure if I should've mentioned my theory that I have loose ligaments etc due to some defective proteins related to skin and other tissues. But it probably doesn't matter, because the doc said because there were two issues, a movement of a vertebrae forward and a narrowing of the spinal canal, that would require a surgery more extensive than I had expected. 

The doc would shave the vertebrae and widen the canal, securing the bone in place with screws to prevent further slippage. Ugh. It's essentially a vertebrae fusion and there's a recovery time associated with that. Maybe even an overnight stay although some resources say it could be a same day procedure. But it is surgery under general anesthesia. Double ugh. The doc suggested I do the cortisone shot first. It works well for some people. I recall that when I had to take prednisone for the never-ending cough last winter, my sciatica felt soooo much better. But of course, I need to also consult with my glaucoma doc cuz cortisone shots could cause a spike in IOPs, but not always. It's not like it'd be in my shoulder or neck or anywhere close to my eyes, but still, better to be cautious. 

Now my quest is to find a pain management doc since they're the only ones who are licensed to do these sort of things. Ugh. My health insurance provider has been messing with their website, making it impossible for me to even log in to see what local doctors are in-network and what their office hours are, or even just their contact info. Instead, I'm stuck in endless security identification authentication loops and I finally called their service line, but they weren't really able to help me either. I got the number to their tech help but they were closed and the automated message said to call during business hours, except they didn't say what time zone they're in, so that'll be a hit or miss type of call(s). 

I got to the gym later than I wanted but I still did everything on my list: cardio, pull-ups, weights, mat movements in the much too warm Aerobics room with a fly buzzing about. Cardio hurt most of the time except while pedaling backward at higher elevations. Pull-ups felt better than expected but not by much. I haven't been brave enough or masochistic enough to attempt push-ups lately although Air Squats weren't horrendous today. 

I pushed some DBs and modified the reps according to how my shoulder felt. Oddly, the position that aggravates my sciatica the most is standing upright with legs shoulders width apart and moving arms laterally with DBs. It's the same when I stand in the Aerobics Room doing arm circles. I'm not sure why this position causes such distress.

The one pain management doc I've located doesn't have any openings for new patients until October. I was hoping for sooner. I'm still waiting to see if the health insurance rep has managed to email me a list of pain management providers in my area in my network. Today, the sciatica isn't horrible. I wish it was better. I'm not happy about doing spine surgery but I also need to be able to shovel my own damn driveway. I'd like to be able to do pushups without worrying about whether I'll be able to limp out of the room afterward.  

After the surgery, whenever I schedule it, I'm not going to be able to drive for a few weeks. That's not going to go over well with my pups and their park time. Walking up and down our short road isn't enough. Today we were at the park for an hour and it was pouring. I was inside the shed and one of the pups came inside to dry out after being thoroughly drenched. The other one doesn't trust the tiny building and laid out on the fake grass licking water off his muddy legs. 

The park is a 5 minute drive from my house, so I think we'll still be going there even after surgery. I'm hoping I recover faster than the weeks and months suggested for recovery. There's going to be rehab. I wonder if I'll have to put the gym on pause. I am absolutely dreading this. But I really want to be able to continue doing pull-ups and pushups into my old age and right now I'm having trouble seeing that future. 

1 September 2026 1:18-3:20

Sciatica Tuesday

Rain Rain SCIATICA

Precor elliptical #1 (1:55)

Program #2

Time: 30 + 5 (5202)

Distance: 2.73

Cal: 296

Precor HR: 195-84, 144

Google Health: 43-169(!)

(Foot numb / calf clenched )

HGPU 15.5 ugly

Sciatica

Incl DB Press s/s Lateral Raises s/s Rev Bent Over Flys (slow & EZ)

10 lbs x 25/15/25 (2:22)

15 lbs x 25/15/25 (2:30)

Inclined Reverse Flys

20/15/20 lbs x 20/15/20 reps

Set 1 (2:41); Set 2 (2:52) 25/15/25

Balmy Aerobics Room w Flies!

20 Piriformis/Hip flex (3:00-3:19)

20 Hamstring / 20 nerve flossing

Skip Dead Bugs too painful

50 crunches x 2

Numb toes intensify during crunches if feet on floor; better if knees to chest

12 Piriformis stretches

Child’s Pose

Cat/Cow stretch 12

Child’s Pose

Fire Hydrants 30 x 2

Arm rotations 20

Skip Push-Ups 26

Air Squats 25 (mild sciatica!)

Neck Stretch / eye yoga

Moving Forward

Because I'm still upset that my health insurance pulled a bait & switch on my ability to see an acupuncturist in-network, I spent an hour on the phone yesterday making sure that I could see the neurosurgeon and that he was indeed in-network. Then I spent an hour or more figuring out what I needed to make an online appointment, only to discover that this only entitled me to see one of five docs in the practice, but not the one I wanted. Which meant I had to call. 

Luckily, all my info posted to their intake site so it was easy to fill in a few blanks with an actual person. More surprising was the fact that they could see me this Monday. I figured it'd be a few weeks or maybe even months. This was quick and kind of threw me off balance. But maybe it's a sign that it's time to get this spinal stenosis fixed. Or at least I hope it can be fixed. Or at least, not worse. 

There is a genetic component to spinal stenosis; my dad developed this condition in his later years and it greatly hampered his ability to walk through NYC. After he passed, my brother and I were sorting through his effects and found unopened packages of fentanyl patches for pain relief. I feel the same way; the most I will do is pop some ibuprofen and acetaminophen at 5 AM because laying down is not a good position for this nerve inflammation. 

I got to the gym much later than I had planned but I had errands to run beforehand. Temps had been reasonable during the week but it was downright hot today. The gym wasn't ice cold. The Aerobics Room was almost steamy, which is kind of disgusting. My pedaling still hurts a lot. (It doesn't help that the Precor is so old that parts are falling off, like the little shelf to the right that I normally prop my phone on. The left side shelf isn't as useful.) Pull-ups hurt even before I reach overhead and only get worse. Today I went back to doing the Triceps routine with some DB lateral delts and biceps. 

Fancy box has its own light

The only position that seemed to really aggravate my sciatica was DB Lateral Delt Raises and that was based on the stance. That, and standing upright while doing arm circles. At least the Air Squats were less painful today. Standing properly does not make my sciatica happy. When my kid was home from college, they remarked that I was standing and walking funny. Yeah, I think I'm listing to the left to compensate for my right side aggravation. 

My husband showed me he was paying attention when he put a box on my table. I'd asked him for Australian black opal stud earrings and he actually got them for me even though I'd barely given him any notice. It'd be nice if he'd actually waited until our actual Silver Jubilee anniversary, but he said he was worried about losing them, and I know what that's like: buy something early and hide it to keep it safe, and then you hide it too well and don't remember where it is after a few months. They are fancier than I expected, and he admitted that he knew that but given the short notice, he didn't have a lot of choices. I'm pleased though because they are extremely pretty earrings. 

I am a bit perplexed by the Google Health app that now powers the FitBit watch on my wrist. Today, it tells me that I've exceeded the weekly cardio goal of 150 minutes. I've only been to the gym twice this week and count two sessions of 35 minutes. That's 70 minutes. I guess the app is counting all the other walking about? 

28 August 2026 1:34-3:25

Sciatica Friday

Sunny & pleasant & SCIATICA & old equipment

Precor elliptical #1 (2:12)

Program #1

Time: 30 + 5 (5186)

Distance: 2.71

Cal: 294

Precor HR: 141, 196

Google Health: 43-132

(Foot numb / calf clenched )

HGPU 14.5 very ugly

Sciatica makes this so painful

Skull Crushers/RipSkulls (2:25-3:01)

30 lbs x 24/22/20/24 reps x 3

(Progressive decrease until set 4)

S/s with

Standing DB Laterals w/ 10 lbs x 15 reps

15 x 15 x 2

S/s wit

Seated DB Alt Curls w/ 10 lbs x 12

15 x 12 x 2

Balmy Aerobics Room!

20 Piriformis/Hip flex (3:05-3:25)

20 Hamstring / 20 nerve flossing

Skip Dead Bugs too painful

50 crunches x 2

Numb toes intensify during crunches if feet on floor; better if knees to chest

12 Piriformis stretches

Child’s Pose

Cat/Cow stretch 12

Child’s Pose

Fire Hydrants 30 x 2

Arm rotations 20

Skip Push-Ups 26

Air Squats 25 (mild sciatica!)

Skip Neck Stretch / eye yoga

Tired of the Increasing Limitations

It's been a week since my last gym foray, and a lot has happened in that short interval. My kid went back to college, my dog got X-rays, my husband returned from months away in Australia. My kid is safely ensconced at school and classes have started. The dog's odd rib lump appears to be composed of calcium and cartilage, perhaps a sort of bone callous. The husband raved about how great the food was over there in Oceana, did several loads of laundry and then slept for a good day and a half. 

I did also repot a bunch of my supermarket Venus flytrap plants as some pots appeared overcrowded, and one with a wee baby plant sprouting up at the edge (it got its own pot and I split a bigger plant in two -- their tiny rhizomes remind me of baby bok choi plants), and an outdoor plant looked relatively unhappy compared to two other plants that might be different subspecies based on coloring and size of their traps. It got repotted and actually looks happier now. When you buy them from the grocery, all the label says is Venus flytrap, as if they were all the same, but assuredly, they are not all the same.  

I have been dragging my feet about making the appointment for a consult with the neurosurgeon, because surgery, even laparoscopic surgery, is an invasive procedure that no one should take lightly. But the increasing discomfort of my inflamed sciatic nerve (bundle since it's not one giant nerve) is creating limitations in my daily activities. It's not getting better. I don't really have great days anymore where there's no pain. Instead, I monitor how often I cave to the pressure to pop some OTC NSAIDs, preferring to limit myself to just a single acetaminophen (500 mg) and 2-3 tablets of ibuprofen (200 mg each) all at once. 

I took that at 5 AM today when I couldn't go back to sleep because there was no position that didn't hurt. After 15 minutes, I was asleep until my phone's alarm chimed and I got up to take the dogs to the park, like I do every morning. I stopped going to the chiropractor because I didn't feel any improvements, not even with the decompression machine. The only movement that offers any relief is laying on my back and pulling the afflicted leg up and forward for "nerve flossing." It's rather painful, but as the old adage can be paraphrased, "It hurts so much that it feels good when you stop."

Barely anyone was at the gym when I arrived, and I arrived late. But it was also quite a nice day outside, sunny and not blistering hot, plus school in our county starts before Labor Day (as opposed to NYC where it starts immediately after the long weekend). No one else on the elliptical machines, and only two people on the treadmills. Eventually though, the gym did fill up a bit. 

Getting started on the Precor was painful. Pedaling the lower elevations was unpleasant with my forefoot growing numb and tingly, and the outside of my calf burning. There was less discomfort when the program increased the elevation. Pedaling backward was easier than moving forward. I'd probably progress if I suffered through cardio more than once a week, but lately I have had other things to do. I'm lucky to have registered the distance and steps that I managed today. It could've been worse. What seemed odd was the low HR the Precor was reporting. I've never seen this machine report 71 bpm. It sounds entirely reasonable but we all know that these machines are horribly inaccurate, not that the FitBit is that much better. But it does seem more likely with a range from 42 (while I was sleeping) to 118.  

VFT rhizomes

I did work up a mild sweat but that was hard to achieve. I would've had to pedal faster and I'm not really able to maintain it because of all the discomfort. I managed pull-ups but even before the first rep, my right leg was buzzing and the foot had gone numb in the toes. Because I knew I was reluctantly skipping push-ups later, I decided to revisit the DB routine with some modifications: less reps so as to baby that wonky right shoulder. It's my entire right side that appears to be failing me: right eye has much worse vision loss due to glaucoma, right shoulder has an undiagnosed joint issue, right lower limb has progressing sciatica. The left side seems relatively unscathed. Like I was two different halves, and I am by no means visibly symmetrical either... 

While I kept the higher reps with the lighter warm ups weights, I dropped the reps once I picked up the 20s. Those really shouldn't feel heavy but it's been more than a few months since I last did these exercises so maybe next time I'll add back a few reps. The Aerobics Room was a bit warm and totally empty. Nerve flossing gave me relief, while other exercises toyed with nerve aggravation. I've revamped my routine to complete skip everything that makes my leg hurt worse. Except for Air Squats. Those never used to bother me. Now they do and I do my 25 reps but slower and much more deliberately. 

Yeah, tomorrow I have to reconfirm with my health insurance company that they cover this doctor, that he's in their plan. New reports have come out in favor of acupuncture as a lower back treatment for pain but I doubt that the insurance company will change their stance on it. Which makes no sense. They'd rather pop you full of addictive pain meds or subject you to surgery than allow you to potentially gain relief from a few sterile needles...  

25 August 2026 1:09-3:01

Sciatica Tuesday

Sunny & pleasant & SCIATICA

Precor elliptical #1 (1:46

Program #3

Time: 30 + 5 (5132)

Distance: 2.70

Cal: 292

Precor HR: 71-129, 175

Google Health: 42-118

(Foot numb / calf clenched )

HGPU 15.5 ugly

Sciatica makes this so painful

Incl DB Press s/s Lateral Raises s/s Rev Bent Over Flys (slow & EZ)

10 lbs x 25/15/25 (2:07)

15 lbs x 25/15/30 (2:15)

Inclined Reverse Flys

20/15/20 x 15/15/15 reps

Set 1 (2:25); Set 2 (2:36)

Mild A/C in the Aerobics Room!

20 Piriformis/Hip flex (2:43)

15 Hamstring / nerve flossing

Skip Dead Bugs too painful

50 crunches x 2

Numb toes intensify during crunches if feet on floor; better if knees to chest

12 Piriformis stretches

Child’s Pose

Cat/Cow stretch 12

Child’s Pose

Fire Hydrants 30 x 2

Arm rotations 20

Skip Push-Ups 26

Air Squats 25 (aggravating sciatica!)

Skip Neck Stretch / eye yoga

Defintely Not a Fan

I went to see two cover bands last Friday and it just confirmed what I had suspected. Everyone was all excited to see Love Sexy, a cover band for Prince and that didn't really thrill me. But another cover band, Side Car doing The Cars, with immensely danceable songs, well, that was exciting. And I went to the show just for them. 

The venue wasn't very crowded, and it was kind of sad how barely anyone got up to dance for the opening songs and the Side Car band. I thought they were really good. But everyone jumped to their feet to wave their hands at basically undanceable Prince songs. I could barely keep myself from yawning. Seriously. I suspect the Queen cover band, Extreme Queen, this Friday will be much better than the faux Prince. I don't even care if no one dances to it, but I probably will. 

Meanwhile, I took one of my dogs to get X-rays of the bony knob on his rib, and the consensus was that it was a benign bony growth, that warranted monitoring but nothing immediately alarming. I finally put the butterfly bushes and coneflowers I bought several weeks ago into the ground, and have been visited by a few Eastern Tiger Swallowtails and a lone Monarch. The milkweeds, unfortunately, are being devoured by brushy Hickory Tussock caterpillars... 

It's been nearly a week since I last made it to the gym. My sciatica is progressing and not in a good way. Mostly, it gets in the way of things I want or need to do. Yes, I went dancing last week in spite of it. Because sitting around doesn't make it better. Cardio warms all the muscles and ligaments so eventually I feel better, but I'm always surprised at what movements make my foot go numb, or worse. The elliptical is both good and bad, depending on whether I'm pedaling forward or backward, and at what elevation. I used to exit the elliptical feeling looser. Now, I'm happy if my foot isn't completely numb or glute isn't sore. 

Pull-ups definitely make the pain worse. Reps are a struggle and ugly to boot. My right shoulder is aggravated doing normal everyday chores, like backing my car into the driveway. And that's with power steering! There were a lot more people in the free weight area today, and one was quite annoying. A tall middle-age dude, (maybe he was trying to impress the thin leggy blonde HS girl?) kept grunting with every rep of bad form DB curls that were obviously too heavy for his abilities. 

I tried to minimize damage to my wonky elbows and shoulders by cutting the reps slightly for the tricep supersets. Everything else was routine. The Aerobics Room was cool and I spent a lot of time doing hamstring stretches and nerve flossing because my sciatica hurt so much. I really hate it when my foot goes numb and my calf feels like half an electrical fire. 

Butter Swim Blueberry Biscuits

I made an interesting observation that my sciatica is aggravated by crunches if my knees are bent and my feet flat on the floor, but less so if my knees are pulled close to the chest. So, I did 50 reps of one and then the other to compare. Guess I'll skip the feet flat on the floor next time. Just like I've skipped Bird Dogs, Dead Bugs, and Push-ups. And I really hate myself for quitting push-ups. But I need to be able to walk out of the Aerobics Room. It's quite the bummer when even innocuous Air Squats cause aggravation. I'll probably make an appointment for a consultation with the neurosurgeon in the next few weeks... 

My kid is leaving for Senior year of college a few days earlier than expected because the friend that is driving has work commitments. The dorms won't be open yet so I've booked them a hotel room close to campus. Meanwhile, my kid decided to remake the Butter Swim Blueberry Biscuits from a few weeks ago. They are delicious, but sooo fattening. Maybe not as fattening as the Blondies with candied bacon (homemade) and toffee chips (my god that non chocolate "fudge" was absolutely fabulous), but damn close. I tease my kid that if this biomedical engineering thing doesn't work out, they can always open up a sweet shop. 

18 August 2026 12:33-2:28

Sciatica Tuesday

Drop off pup at vet

Precor elliptical #1 (1:10)

Program #2

Time: 30 + 5 (5212)

Distance: 2.73

Cal: 296

Precor HR: 145, 184-120

Google Health: 44-122

(Foot numb / calf electric)

HGPU 15 sciatica ugly

Skull Crushers/RipSkulls (1:23-2:02)

30 lbs x 24/22/20/24 reps x 4

(Progressive decrease until set 4)

S/s with

Standing DB Laterals w/ 10 lbs x 15 reps

15 x 15 x 3

S/s wit

Seated DB Alt Curls w/ 10 lbs x 12

15 x 12 x 3

Mild A/C in the Aerobics Room!

20 Piriformis/Hip flex (2:04)

20 Hamstring / nerve flossing

50 crunches x 2

Numb toes intensify during crunches if feet on floor; better if knees to chest

20 Piriformis / hamstring / nerve flossing stretches

Child’s Pose

Cat/Cow stretch 12

Child’s Pose

Fire Hydrants 30 x 2

Arm rotations 20

Skip Push-Ups 26

Air Squats 25 (sciatica!)

Sciatica is Becoming a Problem

I finally made it to the gym but since I already had too much to do, it was an abbreviated session with just cardio, pull-ups, and stretch time in the Aerobics Room. My sciatica is getting worse, maybe due to inactivity, so I made an effort to do the important movements, but even those hurt in unexpected ways. 

Cardio on the elliptical was painful, with a sudden awareness of a new soreness at the back of my thigh just behind the knee as well as a persistent lower back ache. The big toe, right outer ankle and calf intermittently tingled and burned or buzzed numbingly. Overall, extremely unpleasant and it shows in the loss of distance and steps in the same 35 minute session I've been doing for years. 

Pull-ups were barely tolerable and I didn't have time for the step machine. I skipped really painful movements in the Aerobics Room, so no Dead Bugs or Bird Dogs, and today I even skipped Push-ups because the normally benign Air Squats were also exacerbating my sciatica. That's new and a tad alarming. It feel like the condition is progressing, and I'm now contemplating which office of the neurosurgeon will be easier to drive to, because sciatica makes driving itself rather challenging. 

I had a chance to see Les Mis as performed by the Hudson Valley Shakespeare company this evening, and eat at the newly renovated Folio farm-to-table restaurant. It was quite lovely, and although I wasn't familiar with any of the music or lyrics sung at the performance, I quite enjoyed the fantastic vocal talent, the costumes, and ingenuous set design. Unlike movies or television, live performances require a 4-dimensional creative simplicity unmatched by green screens and special effects. 

I could follow the storyline only because I'd watched the original b&w 1935 movie Les Miserables when I was a child. (The musical version is a lot closer to the actual book than this old movie.) Later, we had a discussion about the historical framework of Les Mis, with me stating that this obviously occurred in the 1800s due to the costumes and the lack of any mention of a king. My friend, who actually lived in Paris for several years and has seen Les Mis at least 8 times, said she just assumed it was during the French Revolution. Good grief. Sorry, that's a facepalm moment showcasing how oblivious people can be... 

Meanwhile, I have taken my dog in for a visit to a new vet to assess that worrisome bump on his ribcage. The vet agreed that it seems too solid to get any material from a needle biopsy so blood was drawn to assess the dog's suitability for sedation and x-rays. He's scheduled for that procedure next week. I'd like this to be nothing but a benign bony growth. It could be an embedded lipomas (aka infiltrative) but that seems unlikely. I'm hoping it's nothing, but since it's bigger than I first noticed it, it's something. 

An interesting aside: on the records from our previous veterinarian, our pups were rated at 2.5/5 and I was immediately concerned. We all assume that this works like most ratings, with 5 being the highest and the best (a 5-star rating) and that "1" is awful. I had to look up the veterinary standards to discover that actually, 2.5 is perfect. Perfectly in the middle, where 1-2 is weak, emaciated, malnourished and 4-5 means overweight, flabby, etc. I felt a lot better after that. But the one dog is still scheduled for x-rays next week. 

12 August 2026 12:54-2:06

Abbrev Sciatica Wednesday

HVSF Les Mis

Precor elliptical #1 (1:32)

Program #1

Time: 30 + 5 (5092)

Distance: 2.69

Cal: 289

Precor HR: 141. 184

Google Health: 46-129

(Foot numb / calf clenched / back thigh starts at knee moved up to glute)

HGPU 15

Sciatica makes this really painful

Mild A/C in the Aerobics Room!

20 Piriformis/Hip flex (1:47-2:06)

15 Hamstring / nerve flossing

Skip Dead Bugs too painful

50 crunches x 2

12 Piriformis stretches

Child’s Pose

Cat/Cow stretch 12

Child’s Pose

Fire Hydrants 30 x 2

Arm rotations 20

Skip Push-Ups 26

Air Squats 25 (sciatica!)

Neck Stretch / eye yoga

Ruining My Posture

I'm in danger of ruining my posture and my gait because this unrelenting sciatic pain has me curled forward like an elderly arthritic. I'm standing lopsided and probably favoring my right side, putting a lot of stress on the left. 

Once I get things like my kid back to school, my car repaired properly, and one of my dogs diagnosed, I'll look into making an appointment for myself with the neurosurgeon about fixing the diagnosed spinal stenosis. Meanwhile, I have an appointment tomorrow with a new veterinarian because I found a hard lump on one of my dog's rib cage that I'm fairly certain isn't a benign lipoma aka fatty tumor. I've had pups with those and this is not that.

I did make it to the gym today. We're in the middle of a heat advisory that hopefully breaks this evening. My sciatica makes it hard to carry my gym bag, makes it hard to pedal the elliptical, makes it super hard to do pull-ups. I needed a change so today I pedaled the Intervals program for 25 minutes, and later added an additional 10 minutes on the step machine. Slow and easy, but still sopping with sweat. The a/c is on but it's so humid that the gym is barely cool. The locker room is positively balmy and warrants cold showers. 

No weight lifting today. I spent a lot of time in the Aerobics Room trying to relax my aggravated sciatic nerve, and avoid all the movements that have caused the most pain. No Dead Bugs. No Bird Dog planks. I stubbornly refuse to give up push-ups, and they hurt, but not to the same extent as Dead Bugs. I don't know why this exercise specifically causes so much trouble. But Air Squats are fine. 

I still have 3 plants that need to go into the ground but I'm not digging my yard with temps in the 90s. Luckily, torrential rains have mitigated the heat and nothing needs watering. If anything, there's flood watches in various neighborhoods. 

The dreaded spotted lantern fly hasn't made much of an appearance either, although I did find a nymph (juvenile form) in the dog water bowl at the Bark Park this morning. Rinsed that out and dispatched the critter. I hope tomorrow will be cooler. This heat is making me consider installing a second a/c unit in my little house, and I know future summers promise to be even hotter. 

7 August 2026 1:26-2:55

Sciatica Heatwave Friday

More heat & humidity & hungry

Precor elliptical #1 (1:54)

Program Intervals

Time: 20 + 5 (3194)

Distance: 1.84

Cal: 189

Precor HR: 128, 198-97

Google Health: 44-119

(Foot numb / calf clenched / glute)

HGPU 15

Sciatica makes this really painful

Matrix StairMaster (R) (2:05-2:15)

Manual timer 8 + 2 cool down

Speed 3 (38-36) / 2 (26)

Steps 342

Floors 21

Cal: 54

Hr 104

Mild A/C in the Aerobics Room!

20 Piriformis/Hip flex (2:26-

15 Hamstring / nerve flossing

Skip Dead Bugs too painful

25 crunches x 3 (hungry!)

12 Piriformis stretches

Child’s Pose

Cat/Cow stretch 12

Child’s Pose

Fire Hydrants 30 x 2

Arm rotations 20

Push-Ups 26 (stressful sciatic)

Air Squats 25

Neck Stretch / eye yoga